This is some sick individuals that put there own sister ,daughter threw the ringer and is told by a shrink that she is very smart and perseptive and no she is not crazy . Not to many people would be in there right mind after all the abuses. I would call that a survivor and a very strong individual. there would be other books after the first one so much to tell and lived threw and here today to tell it all. could use some help would be great. I was told by an author yrs ago that i would have a best seller within a yrs and much more has happened since the and that coverstion took place back in the 80 's

This is some sick individuals that put there own sister ,daughter threw the ringer and is told by a shrink that she is very smart and perseptive and no she is not crazy . Not to many people would be in there right mind after all the abuses. I would call that a survivor and a very strong individual. there would be other books after the first one so much to tell and lived threw and here today to tell it all. could use some help would be great. I was told by an author yrs ago that i would have a best seller within a yrs and much more has happened since the and that coverstion took place back in the 80 's

i am 18 year old girl and ma boy is of 2o , we had sex for the first time but my hymen didn't break . i don't knw why ? is there any problem in me?

I'm 18/F and Ive been hurt before years ago and I find myself secretly wanting to get hurt again, like to get forced into sexual things and/or to get physically and emotionally hurt. It's like I crave for guys to treat me like trash. I don't get aroused or find pleasure in physical pain but I still crave it anyway. My friends r always careful when we hangout sometimes to make sure that we don't we hurt/raped and I always play along and pretend that I feel the same way but secretly I'm always hoping that something WILL happen. It makes me feel like there is something seriously wrong with me, like I'm damaged or something.. It's gotten to the point where if a guy isn't abusive (sexually, mentally, and/or physically) and controlling then I'm not interested and I get bored. I also find myself craving to be with older men(30+) and wanting them to hurt me whenever I start feeling sad or get upset. It always makes me feel like a slut and hate myself after wards and most of the time I don't even find it pleasurable but I still do it again anyway. I put myself in really bad and dangerous situations just hoping something bad will happen to me when I know it's not good for me and I hate myself for it but I just can't stop and sometimes I don't even want to. My self-confidence and self-worth r almost zero, sometimes I feel so bad that I want to hurt myself. I know I'm not normal.. what's wrong with me, am I crazy?

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